Diamond - A Stone After All

A diamond - a very precious thing on this earth . so beautiful it is ... so shiny, rich and attractive . it has got a world full of admirers . everbody wants to own it.
who does not love a diamond ? either you are a guy or a girl..... everybody desires for diamond.... if you get a diamond , you keep it so carefully , keep it away from others' eyes or sometimes you feel proud of having it and flaunt your diamond. you treat it like a delicate baby . feel happy seeing it . think about it either you are carrying it or you have locked it somewhere inside your locker . it make you feel like you are in love with it and yes... you start loving it . your affection for the diamond can get raised to such leve if the diamond could talk , perhaps you would have obeyed its each order like its slave. you wouold have said YES to its all YES and NO to its all NO . you will be always ready to do anything for it . if your death makes the diamond smile , you will be even ready to kill yourself . but.....
the diamond is a stone after all - it does not shed tears for your sorrow. it does not have a beating heart . it s mindless . it cant feel your touch . it cant understand your emotion . it cant respect your feelings . it cant care you back . it cant love you in return....
it cant satisfy your thrist . it cant distinguish you hunger . it cant give you relief when you are in need of oxygen .... what can it do then ? in a word NOTHING . it cant give you anything of what you need to live your life . what it can do is , making you a proud owner of it though you know you are not gonna carry it after your death . then ... what s the use ?? why do you wanna own a diamond ? it might make you proud of it.... it can also get folds on your fore head... as there would be lots of people eyeing your treasure .. and it might go to anybody .
may be some day , you will try to own a diamond ... ... .. and you will be really making fool out of yourself! you will love it so much. you will care for it without any self . you will wish all good for it from the bottom of your heart . you will respect it like a goddes and always feel it is the most perfect element for you on this earth to live your life with . you would be ready to make all impossible possible...JUST FOR IT !
BUT A STONE WILL BE STONE ALWAYS...
i dont want a diamond... i dont want a stone for my life.

Life of a Moment…

A dream - “A deserted beach , middle of the night , moonlight and waves cuddling each other , no other sound than sound of waves – kissing the beach and the breeze hugging you all over along with the sound of saxophone mesmerizing your ears ….. away from your group , from all happening and maddening people…. You walking along the beach , and the person matching your steps , is the person whom u have always wished to be with… she is talking to you very softly… her scarf flying in the air and touching your body , her hairs are trying to cover her face and obstructing you to find out what there in her eyes…. Walking slowly… very slowly… she s keen ..really keen to know what is there in your mind. what do you feel for her .. u sit on the wet sand . she sits right beside you . she asks you again about your feelings for you and you say her everything in spite of knowing she can never be yours … she is already engaged with somebody else ….she listens to you so carefully …she does not get angry.. she tries to understand you … she puts her hand on your shoulder to cheer you up …. She acts so lovingly and caringly … u feel…. She is yours only …. And …” … the dream breaks…..
The dream remains incomplete forever. But leave few moments as the most precious jewels in the treasure of your life. The moments you spend with her , make you feel like there s nobody else in her life except you… and SHE IS YOUR GAL… the GIRL you have wished so long to love and to be loved by . for a moment , you feel like you have met the meaning of your life . and you don want anything else…. just to be with her few more seconds….. but the reality , that s too rude . Things might change in the very next morning. You will keep on wondering why ???…you will try to find out the girl who was walking with you along the beach…. You will try to recall all the words she told u last night… You ll close your eyes and try to re-feel her touch... but u will keep on searching…. And will never find!
Finally…. To console yourself , You will be left with no other way except believing that “it was a dream… the most beautiful dream of my life … with the most pretty woman you have ever met…”…But it would be hard to believe that it was not a dream and it really happened last night….. it happened and made your heart to beat for a moment….. made you come ALIVE FOR A MOMENT … it gifted you with a LIFE OF A MOMENT …. You would feel how thankful you are to your PRETTY WOMAN .

blind love and love luck!

Where would you position yourself when somebody tells you that her feelings for you , are situated between two defined states LOVE and CRUSH ? so far I have been believing LOVE is the confirmation of your affection toward somebody special and CRUSH is like a waiting list….. she might fall for u finally or might forget all about you and move on to another person. But with the phrase stating “between love and crush” , the only position where u can place yourself is nothing but called CONFUSION . more over if this comes on your way from somebody u have not yet met and whom u have been knowing not more than since last few days….. I know love is blind… but I don think it s right for love to be BLIND FOREVER . after all , if that blind thing holds something wrong with out seeing it , it gonna affect you only . being blind…u ll never know either u are reaching for the rose or for the fire . . . so MY DEAR LOVE ( read LOVERS) , open up your eyes . u can fall in love being blind but to carry it forward u need to keep your eyes wide open to see if anything s going wrong or it s a super smooth sail on the ocean of life .
You can always fall for somebody on first sight , but u shud never enter to the deep from where u cant come out … or even if u come out , u will b life less. Be somewhere in the middle…from where you ll have options to choose ur next step…eithr u wud love to enter into more deep and stay back there for ever or you feel u wud get suffocated and u can come out of it anytime. there is no use of compromising when you knw it wud make ur life hell and gonna do nothing good for you . you want your love for a better life…. If there is no life,…. What is the love for ?
Now knowing the real person is another aspect of deciding how comfortable you are with the person you are falling for . you might feel like u hav

e knowing her over years on your first meet …. And sometimes , after spending whole life with her , u wud find she s still unknown to you and undoubtedly it yields AN UNSUCCESSFUL UNSATISFIED UNHAPPY life . I believe , this aspect totally depends on luck . you cant control it yourself .
So after all , you can say love is a cloud consists of uncertainty , confusions , expectations , desirers , feelings and luck of course …. If it rains , you enjoy it and feel romantic ; but if it disappears in the sky slowly or all on a sudden , it s gone … u lose it and wait for another cloud to form again on the bosom of sky and to be blessed with a love shower from it :)

liars...but why?

if u don hav guts to face the truth.... tht s ur weakness... but tht does not mean u ll start thinking all are like you . there are so many people who prefer to face it and respect it . if u r not ready to face to truth... atleast b honest whn somebdy wants to hear the truth from you. whtever it is.... either a negative reply or a positive ... it s better u SAY IT . most of the time , whn u r lying... ur face reveals u r lying... does not matter how much u wnana hide it.... if u think u can hide urself behind the phone... again u r wrong.... tht time ur voice itself ll prove u THE LIAR to the listener.
sometimes... whn a gal finds a boy not interesting or not handsome or smart enough.... all on a sudden she stops talking to him and guess wht r the excuses she uses most of the time ??? ....it wud b " my boyfren has asked me not to talk to any other guy " ( like she has not talked to any guy after she met her bf or she had taken permission from her parents b4 making bf ..lolz) or " if i talk to you , it might b problem for me in future " ( though u don knw wht wrong u hav done wid her , u ask wht kinda prob...she wont hav any answr... coz there wud nothing she cud find to support her statement) or " i m soo busy with my studies , i don hav time to talk to you or reply ur smses or being fren wid u" ( while she ll never miss satrdaynite parties , chatting on line , flirting with other guys , going out for dinner or just killing time bitching abt others) ..... they ll do anything but LYING to prove themselves right. tell me gals...WHY ?? why cant u tell him tht he did not match the criterias of being your friend? ...scared to be criticised????.....lolz...pity on you !
thn it comes to the EMPLOYERS .... they ll do everything to make u frustrated abt the job u wer expecting and waste your time and peace of mind... but they don hav the courage to tell u "you are not selected... all the best for ur next attempt" ... there are some common formats they use to hide thmslevs , those are ....
1. " u hav been shortlisted , we ll call you for second round interview after some days as our boss s travelling abroad " (...and the boss never comes back to office in his life...lolz)
2. "there s no vaccany for the candidate profile like yours . we hav kept ur resume in our database. we ll contact you if any vaccany arises" (....while u wud b called for the intervw against the existing vaccancies only)
3. "we ll get back to you in few days" ( and they lose your number...lolz)

why??????????????????????????????? stop it !! i don bother abt urself... but u don hav any right to spoil others' peace and watse others' time ! LIARS ...grow up !