some thots

dont treat yourself badly . you cant get nirvana punishing yourself . you ha not come here according to yuor wish . you have been sent for some purpsoe and you have been driven by some super power for the same purpose. no need of going anyweher to find god. he doesnt hav a shape... he gets the shape the place he inhabits ... respect yourself ... u woukd b worshipping god... coz he lives in you... not in any idol..
god is an inhabitant of subconscious mind. when you are not conscious , you never alter your speech for any materialistic gain.you just speak you mind , your heart and your soul...you just express the true and most honest yourself and that is what god wants from us . he is the one , watching us always and he knows everything . then why to lie?? wht to hide from him? just surrender to him and let him take care of everything.have a nice day....